(Source: PYDEEVAH, via itstiffuhnee)
5.16.12
Maybe its just me but I feel like I have a lot of weight on my shoulders these past few weeks .. Maybe its just because I have a lot of things to do and if I don’t do them right I’ll be screwed. I have so many things revolving around my mind every minute.. sometimes its something stupid and not even worth the time and sometimes its things that worry me too much. I wish I could have that one person in my life again that would make this all go away and take me on dates so we can have our time and nothing can stop us from having fun. You were the person that always made me feel good inside and made me stop thinking about everything else that’s happening in my life and just focus on you. I wish I could have that again.. I miss the way we use to hang out and the way we use to flirt with each other like we first started dating ;) .. I miss everything about you but i guess we have bad timing so maybe next time? :) .. Some people might say its stupid to wait around but sometimes things are worth waiting for when you really feel like it can end up in happiness.
(via whereisvivian)
it’s nice hearing someone say i miss you.
(Source: chriismercer, via xcindaays)
5.8.12
Its senior year and its almost time for prom. While everyone is all happy about having prom dates and getting their prom dresses and thinking about what is going to happen at prom I’m sitting here thinking why life is being so cruel to me. Sometimes it keeps me up at night and once I think about it more I get even more depressed. These last 2 years haven’t been the best for me, actually its been the worst of the worst that has happened in my life. I don’t know what to do anymore, don’t know who to talk to anymore. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore because that person that I used to talk to is no longer in my life anymore. It feels so great to be with that one person but now that they’re no longer here I feel like I have everything bottled up inside of me. I miss this person so much and wish they could wake up and see what’s best for them. I wish I can have another chance at that weird relationship we had which for me was the best of all. I miss being able to talk to you about everything and go everywhere with you. I always wonder what happened to us? Why did we stop talking? Can we ever come back to where we left off? I want another chance and if I do get that chance I will jump at it and never let you step out of my life again. I hate to admit that it was partly my fault and I’m willing to make it work again but you just stepped right out and never wanted to fix it. Do I have my assumptions? Of course I do but what can I do? Some time I just wish I can do what I want to do without anyone or anything in my way or judging me.. I hope to have more adventures with you in the future hopefully soon .. I have plenty of things to say to you that can fix our weird relationship so I hope we can meet again and fix the thing we had..
